Friday, February 3, 2012

Running and Dodging

I wish I could remember more of my dream. But it's the same, basic premise where I'm running from something. I ultimately escape, but just the simple chase really wears me out. I'm starting to wonder if this is supposed to be a sort of metaphor for my life... relentless education and work, and yet--my overarching goal is to simply reach a point in my life where I don't have to go through all  that trouble.

I don't really recall, but I was of a high position in the dream--something like a heavily protected princess of some sort. I was in an institution of some sort... perhaps a secret educational one that the government did not approve of, which was why government agents were after me and some of my...'crew'. I remember running through some narrow hallways, with a sidekick following closely behind me. There was a point when things finally started to clear up and the agents began to leave... but that's when I realize I had lost something precious to me. Furthermore, my S.O. was MIA, with me concluding he was... just really into himself. Not a terribly satisfying feeling honestly, because that's how I've been feeling IRL towards him...

Ah well. Let's see where this goes.

Thursday, February 2, 2012

No School

I had a terrible dream that my parents opted me out of Gustavus. I was incredibly heartbroken and confused as to why they would do such a thing. I remember going to great lengths to try to undo what they had done. For some reason, I ended up trying to go back to high school instead... and driving a big tractor of some sorts. I recall waking up feeling quite bitter about Dan as well... I can't remember why though.

The night before that I had dreamt that I was a superhero of sorts, and that I was being chased by some... bad guys or other. I jumped off a building, trying to land myself on a 367th floor or something like that. I can't remember now.

But yeah, For some reason, I've been dreaming every  night... different situations. They're never the same, but usually I am being chased.