Friday, March 16, 2012

Dreams Reflecting Reality?

I know it's a bit late but I've been having these bizarre, almost scary dreams.

Last semester I had an advisor for one of my organizations here on campus. Her name's Brenna. So I'm pretty unacquainted with her but decided she's a decent human being, just that she's kind of bad at... human interaction. So in one of my dreams she was there, and I was trying to be nice to her. What ended up happening was she snapped at me for something, called me a bitch and kind of... just, started after me. I was not happy waking up. I think this is some sort of portrayal on my passive agressiveness. I just need to stop.

Money's been real tight lately, and I think this was one dream I had today. a little back story before we get in. I was trying to pay my phone bill last night, but I made a transaction twice through so now I"m down another 40$ (making it 80$) total. I was pretty disappointed and frustrated. I've been trying to figure out how I'm going to pay the 500$ deposit to come back for next year, and I don't really want to ask for extraneous help, but it looks as though I am having to take this option more and more. And so in my dream I kind of transcend into this crazy environment, doing crazy shit just to get money to keep going to school. It sucked, pretty much.

But yeah, that's about it for now. I haven't been logging my dreams like I should be, but..., oh well. There is only so much time for everything.f